A windy day today and I’m not going to lie, I think everyone is fed up now.
Everything feels like hard work. Even the regular stuff.
I worry about everyone and the situation we are in.
Having old animals around is heart-breaking.
And there really is no answer but to ride it out.
I tell myself, and everyone else, that it is the time of year, things will be better when Spring arrives, everyone feels like this….. yada yada.
And I am beginning to bore myself…..
… as well as everyone else around me.
But then I tell myself I have Haakon and I have BeAnne – both of whom I never thought would make it this far, considering, so I should count myself more than lucky. I have my world still with me. It is truly wonderful and a ruddy miracle.
I think I just feel meh because I haven’t ridden for ages. That will be it.
Anyway, sorry for the whinge. It’s always good to talk and writing it down has helped.