Last night, Ted and I went to bed at 20.30. I make no excuse for this – I was utterly exhausted and definitely asleep by 21.00.
This resulted in me waking early this morning so, as it was getting late, lighter and I couldn’t procrastinate any longer, I took Ted out for his usual walk on my own.
It was very cold and there had been quite a frost overnight.
The dog walk used to be Floss’ job and I am missing her more than anything. She did everything for me and my life was relatively easy, I now realise and was possibly not nearly grateful enough.
I have put notes all around the house reminding me to do various essential and instantly forgettable things so hopefully I will stay on top of everything.
It was a nice walk – a few deer in the distance and lone golf ball.
I am sure Ted and I will quickly fall into a routine together. Before, Ted had been Floss’ perogative so it’s just him and me from now on.
He has a lovely Winning Smile so I think is happy with his set-up.
Teddy is lucky to have you and Flossie to look after him. And adjusting to a solo household has to be odd and off-putting. Keeping you and your mom in my thoughts. More purrs from Little Miss Maine Coon.
such a sweet dog to help comfort you. Beautiful park, which one is that? And no one there amazing for london.
Dear Francis,
You and Teddy look so lonely. I do hope your Mum gets well soon and is able to come home. It looks such a beautiful home and gardens. So fingers crossed and give her my best wishes, we are all rooting for her.
Love and cuddles to your little mate, Teddy. ❤️
Mum wont get well but I will stay here for as long as she needs me.
So very sorry to read this, Frances. Will be thinking about you and your family. Beautiful autumnal pictures. I do so appreciate that yoy have continued to prepare this blog for us each day when it must feel like just another chore. xx
So sorry Francis, I didn’t realise. It must be so hard for you leaving your home in Shetland, but what a good daughter you are. I went through the same thing with my Dad. Luckily I lived near so it wasn’t such a trauma.. God bless you. Will Ted be able to go and see her ? I know when I was in hospital Dillon our Patterdale came to see me. It was so reassuring somehow
Take care X
I know this is so hard and think about you everyday!
Ted definitely has a good smile…glad you’ve got him for company these days. Writing notes was a good idea! Take good care, Frances. All the best to your Mum.
Frosted leaf pictures are exceptional.
Those of us of a certain age understand what you are experiencing. It’s not an easy route to follow and the destination is not desired. Your Mom raised a loving and caring daughter, much as you have done with your family.
I’m sure she is proud, as you must be.
The frosted leaves are gorgeous. Thinking of you.