LD (Bardy) died this morning. I let him down. There is nothing more to be said. He was loved.
So, today I have tried to keep myself busy. We relaid the washed rubber mats in the stable with me on broom duty. Then Daisy, Floss and I went for a good ride. Haakon was wonderful and looked after a rather fragile version of me.
This afternoon, I spent some time with my other rescues trying to get my perspective back. It is always good to talk to a Minion. They are always very perceptive.
I went for a walk with the sheeples into the horses’ field. They were keen to follow BeAnne and me.
Anywho, Minions are good for the soul.
I sat with them and had many hugs and kisses.
Seeing my happy little boys makes me realise I have some rescue success stories.
It does not make up for LD but, I tried my very best. It was not enough. There is a huge hole in my heart now.